Love part which ever so far

I havebeen watching movies you know the romantic/comedy type. I watched The Ugly truth yesterday and I realize that I am just like the girl in the movie. I have no possible way to be the guy type that is in the movie. God I am the girl, no possible way to get a girl to be interested in me.
I am a care taker living with my parents. women hear live with parents.
I have a low income. which means I am a cheap date. Sso good looking women in my age are looking for high income guys. They want Victoria Secrets, I can go for Goodwell on a good day.
They want to go for high price eatery and I am thinking that I might get fries with my meal and if she s good I might get her a latte a'la Mccaffe.

Heh I can just go for a jeans and T-Shirt type of girl, beer does not have to be a requirement. No tatts and /or body priecing. I like my women just a regular looking one. that is just one. Okay time to look like the stalker in Taco Bell and/or McD's. Should I use the laptop to hide behind or does it make me look dorky or even to nerdy. Putting the cord from the plug just in the way of possible woman walking in my direction so she can almost trip on it?
Like that would work.
Well I have found from watching that love is hit or miss. I am in the miss side of it. I miss it alot. Romantic/comedy are more fun when a woman goes with you. I just can not believe I just said that. Yupe I do miss it.
Well that be it for now. Too depressing to continue. I am not going to turn this into a Boo Hoo moment as a friend call them. But I will say being alone SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!

TTFN
The Rev.
P.S. When all else fails follow your heart and go to the movies. Never know if she is in the theater with you or not.